Sometimes I stop and think, "What am I doing here?" and just feel completely lost when I'm with you.
4.25.2010
I'm with him, but I'm thinking of you.
4.21.2010
You always said I'd be better off without you. Who would have expected you'd be better off without me as well?
4.07.2010
I hear you wake, screaming my name. I feel you tremble, realizing I'm not beside you. As I die a little inside, I smile. I know he'll give me what you won't.
I was the eccentric girl with cats -- well on my way to turning into the crazy cat lady! But then my knight finally showed up, a bit worse for wear. I remember everything and nothing. I laugh out loud at the jokes in my head. I sing along with the overhead music at stores - even when there are other customers around to hear. I call everyone honey or sweetie or dear. I have a southern accent that crops up from time to time. I dance to the music on the radio while driving. I'll wear all black one day then the next wear a white tank top and a peasant skirt. I've dyed my hair purple, blue, black...
And sometimes I just don't know what I'm thinking until I try to say it out loud.