Too much time.

Too much change.

Too much life.

I don't know you anymore, you who I knew better than I knew myself. I have been given exactly one ultimatum by him. One. You cannot be part of me. I cannot begin to express how much that hurts. It's for my own good, I'd only ache over you anyway. More than I already do. So long it's been since I've hugged you, really hugged you.

I want my friend back.