So who am I supposed to talk to?

My sister,
stressed out about her graduate work
working part-time
living her own life?

My "best friend",
happily sharing and fucking my exes
with an obvious distaste for anyone current
who never had time for me anyway?

My boyfriend,
life so regimented
so distant and almost stand-offish
with a new girlfriend to boot?

My husband,
cause of some of the frustrations I want to talk about?

My former lover,
once my closest of friends and my most trusted confidante
albeit a continuous font of frustration himself
lately purely the latter?

My mother,
endlessly giving of herself
to everyone but me
constantly too busy for me
except when it benefits her?

My father,
who knows how to tune me out without me catching on?

Small wonder I used to confide in coworkers. They were the only ones who had time for me, and that wouldn't stab me in the back.



I just feel so lonely anymore.